The vacuous mystery

A puzzle of emotions I am

Jumbled up in my head

I am a riddle that is hard to figure

A puzzle a silly puzzle I have become

The absence makes me weep

And the presence makes my heart heavy

O’ Lord what agony

I wish to swim out

Feelings choke

But tears betray my soul

Inspiration has no light

And I fail to unwind

Gravity fails 

And my thoughts afloat in thin air

Touching the atmosphere of emptiness

Filled with thoughts abound

Tears drip down

Is it the sorrow?

Or just the emptiness filled up till brim of the cup.

The mystery has left me undone